i should have cared.

I am sorry.
I know I can't do much about it anymore.
Seeing you so helpless, it just hurts.
It feels like a stab in the heart but far worse.
Even if you take the sharpest knife and pierce it through my heart.
I don't think I will feel this much pain.
You can't even stand on your own feet.
You don't even eat anymore.
You are getting thinner and thinner.
I see you struggling for dear life.
I don't know if you are just getting old or you lost a friend.
I feel bad that you are in this condition.
I know it's my damn fault that you are like that now.
Every move you make, it's a challenge.
I can even see tears in your eyes.
I want to talk to you.
I should have cared.




I am sorry, liltle fella.